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QW and Movie Still

Highly regarded Gentlemen and Ladies:
This is a second letter I have written after closing the site.
I'll describe what happened in blog QW. In QW, I saw on the news page 1 picture of Sept 1. There's a movie of the event, although my web browser is outdated so I'm unable to view the included movie. The single pic on the news page, is a half and half picture of 2 screen stills combined, taken from the movie. It showed 2 utmost important persons standing wearing specific colors. Unknowingly, the colors appear as different colors away from their original true colors; Or, the colors are distorted away from their true appearance. Observing the pic of distorted colors, it looked like an event that didn't show any sign there was a regard for me, or it seemed in your thoughts I wasn't included.
Speaking about the pic in QW, understand I wasn't dismissing the 2 standing people (You). Instead, I thought they (You) were dismissing and rejecting me. If you reject me, that's completely fine. For persons of supreme importance, it's understandable if they freely choose any choice where I'm not included. I'm okay with that.

Luckily, within a day after posting blog QW, I saw a different news page with the same image. Notably and surprisingly, in this specific piece of news, a description of the movie was written. When the news writer described the colors the 2 standing figures wore in the film, is the moment I discovered the still picture did not show the true colors. Those colors were entirely changed by the conditions of the environment. Hence, is when I recognized in this event from the highly important figures there was actually some regard for me, or it seems in thoughts I was actually included.

Concept

I'm not quite sure what gravitated to me anyone of supreme statuses. Nonetheless, if you wish, I can propose an offer that might appeal towards a princely consideration. You may laugh at this offer because I'm not a pro who is efficient in the knowledge of business. In a couple of years, I can pitch to you a few prime packages of entertainment as a selection to choose from you might pursue. Additionally, I can have available a variety of few other packages in other fields as potential ventures, for multi-appeal. Also, you may rather propose a course of work to me. We can exchange ideas about what to possibly utilize as the correct avenue. If any of the projects appeal to you, once opted and approved, proper funding could be provided for it. From the profits, you can have the greater half of the profit, and I receive the lesser half. Or, what about 75% given to you, and 25% given to me? Do these proposals sound realistic or silly somewhat ?

Optimal

Here's a truth. Optimal health is required for these grand opportunities. Healing and establishing my abilities are necessary for any pursuit. I've been wrestling with a severe illness since January 2024 and before; The symptoms of the illness are not physical. Furthermore, since 1.5 months ago I was caught in serious trouble 4 times while I've been sick and unable to handle the stress. Surprisingly, trouble had happened when giving support to people and defense to myself.
On average, people work up the rungs of the job ladder to deserve the relationships with the high leaders of the work environment. For me to jump up to the upmost leading men of success, then to handle the mega pressures of the pinnacle men while I'm severely sick is something I'm unable to continue to do. Instead in truth, I can only admit the possibility of pitching to you some projects in a few prime packages in a couple of years.

Extra

Lastly, here is questionable material to volunteer though I'll be polite. There's a man I had named with the alias Mipa. Mipa and I have our disagreements. To be candid, I have never seen in anyone as like the qualities found in the person of Mipa - an insincerity. He behaves as my friend, observing him especially in the past 3.5 years I had not seen hints of a right friendship. Numerous encounters with him has left me aching through years. Please allow me to caution, when men are very hurt sometimes we react in un-ideal ways. That's all that needs to be said.

I hope this page refreshes the view to clear up any confusion, and settle any worry. Also, this was written with loss of attention amongst midnight hours. This page helps at comprehending I do need a period of healing, to establish essential qualities, and a general reservation. Practically, I won't likely be available for a couple years.
May your days be genuinely and favorably pleasant for the final season of this year.

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Post: September 5, 2023, 7am PDT

Update: 7:40